United Methodist Church Divided On God’s Unconditional Love | Asterisk

United Methodist Church Divided On God’s Unconditional Love | Asterisk.

I knew a lot of things about the United Methodist Church but never, NEVER once could I have imagine that we could not unanimously agree about God’s love. I mean, everywhere there are people who enjoy being the “devil’s advocate” once in a while but the unwillingness of 47% of my sisters and brothers to affirm God’s unconditional love while representing the United Methodist Church literally made me ill. Sick. As if someone had gut-punched me. There are plenty of times the church has disappointed me but this time it was unconscionable!

Let’s spend a lot of time and money on empty phrases like “Open Minds. Open Hearts. Open Doors.” Let talk to death criteria for being effective churches and renewal. But let’s be clear about one thing: we will not effectively have much to offer if we have not love, God’s unconditional love.

I often think to myself if we were half as interested in issues related to poverty as we we are to issues of sexuality, not a single person would starve or live on the street!

But come on, God’s love is for all. Period.

No longer guaranteed a job

It’s been several days since the General Conference of the United Methodist Church removed the guaranteed appointment for Elders in the church. They were reluctant to do the same for bishops and so did not. In part this was meant to bring in us in line with the “real world” where people can be fired for poor performance most of the time. There is a clear process that will be set up top transition “non-performing” Elders out of jobs.

Personally I am not frightened by losing my “job security.” I never signed up for security and have served at the discretion of several bishops, some of whom were competent to serve in the position. It doesn’t take removing a guarantee for a job to handle non-performing clergy; it takes courage. Someone has to actually stand up to some of the crony-ism of the church. There are non-performing clergy who with the right friends continue to move up the “ladder” (not to be confused with Jacob’s ladder of Biblical fame). If we were able to be a bit more honest with each other, our congregations and our clergy colleagues would confront us early on when we lost our effectiveness and suggest we do something else. Now we’ll be able to to do this behind a faceless process and those for whom no accountability is demanded (“bishops”) will be the bad guys/gals. We don’t do honesty too well in the church. We think being church is about being nice, at least when it is inconvenient to be honest.

And what about holding non-clergy accountable? What about those few who have come to think church is about them and will do anything to control the local setting. Who will call them to accountability? When will close churches that are no longer churches but clubs? When will hold difficult congregations to accountability? Accountability must be a multi-directional tool used to hold accountable laity/clergy/bishops. I have no idea if that is even possible by the church’s standards but certainly all things are possible through the One we worship.

I’ll be interested to see what comes of this new development in United Methodism. I’ll be interested in seeing if indeed it stills the prophetic voice which always agitates and irritates the powers that be. In the end, all we can do is trust ourselves to God who works in and in spite of the systems we humans create.

Monday mornings are usually easier

I have begun my morning by dealing with the display issues on my macbook pro. I have no real idea what these issues are related to and if I have done something to gork my screen. I am only aware that it is distracting to be focused on fixing the tools of work rather than using the tools of work!

The Bible as Living

I am reading a book (doh!) by Len Sweet called Viral: How Social Networking is Poised to Ignite Revival. I was intrigued and challenged and ah-hah-ed by his take on the Bible as a living document. He says,

Like Jesus, the Bible is both divine and human, and its authority resides in the divine-human partnership. That is the key to understanding the authority of the Scriptures. Jesus is interactive. If he is just talking to himself, what’s the point? He wants you to jump in, because if you’re not engaged there isn’t much reason for any of this.

Sweet, Leonard (2012-03-13). Viral: How Social Networking Is Poised to Ignite Revival (Kindle Locations 2240-2242). Random House, Inc.. Kindle Edition.

I like this description because of its both/and feel. I know folks who tend to see the Bible purely as divine dictation, written by God’s stenographers. On the other side I see folks who see it purely as a human document, the product of imaginative storytellers to explain the unexplainable. Sweet’s approach walks the path of the divine-human love story, hand-in-hand. The Bible can be a dead document but is meant to bring life, to speak life.

I am hopeful that this ah-hah moment will give me words when I try and express what the Bible is, words that will help folks see and experience and participate in the Story. Thanks, Len.

Mirror, Mirror

My wife said something to me this weekend after worship about mirrors, about how the gospel preached well holds up a mirror to us. Sometimes when I look in the mirror, I see what I want to see- how good my hair looks or that the shirt I am wearing has a stain. Other times when I take a good look in the mirror I see myself for who I am- I see the wrinkles time has placed on my face, how round my face has become, I see a wistful look in my eyes. The gospel on a good day lets us see who we are, who God made us to be. The story reminds us that we have fallen short or that we were on target today.

In any case, it is important to see ourselves. To remember that we are made in God’s image (whatever that means), that we make mistakes, that we are learning, that we need to learn more, that we need to be as kind to ourselves as God is, that we could be kinder to our neighbors (ALL of them). Mirrors tell the truth because all they do is reflect back to us what is. No embellishment. No equivocation.

Still, I wonder how best we learn to tell the stories of Jesus so they might become a mirror, so others might see more of his love and less of his judgment, more of his hope and less despair. I wonder how I might become a better preacher both with AND without my words. I wonder how we all might be drawn into seeing the intersecting points of the big Story of which we are all parts.

 

 

 

Sleeplessness- a “good” sign?

Periodically in my adult life I have had times of sleeplessness. I’ve been trying to catalog them recently to determine if they have some pattern of intrinsic value- good or bad? I can certainly point to several sleepless times in my life when it was because something “not good” and anxiety-ridden was gaining hold of my imagination and thoughts. I am REALLY good at worst-case-scenerios beyond the reality of a given situation.

It seems that when I do have sleepless night it is because my brain is unable to let go other something. Right now I am wondering about the future of the Church, of Saint James, of the next “thing” on the horizon toward which I must steer. All the disparate pieces of what I am reading and remembering and thinking and seeing in everyday living keep sorting and re-sorting in my brain as I try to fall asleep nights.

Admittedly, there are things beyond my control. However, there are things well within my control and therefore worthy of my attention. Once we are caught in our own inertia and that of larger organizations, it is difficult to move and change directions. And it has to be bigger than simply surviving. How would God have us thrive? What is it we are meant to grab hold of for dear life? This has become the gripping reality into which I wake and live everyday.

This sleeplessness seems to be a good sign that things are percolating in my brain. I am just hoping that something discernible will emerge soon!